I am a believe that the grass is ALWAYS greener. Who doesn't want what they can't get/afford? But, I don't know what I want. So, I'm thinking another job would help take my mind off the current frustrations AND help the financial burden at home- yes? BUT. big.fat.but. I seriously do not have time to be running around and doing something else- so this brings on a whole set of new problems. Who will watch my kids? Does paying them to watch them defeat the purpose of said second job? Will I have new mom guilt about spending even LESS time with the cherubs?
Oh I don't know. And I'm STILL looking for the manual for life. How do I navigate the flow chart?
I think this is just what it is. Until my kids are grown, can take care of themselves, and I can retire with the $500 million powerball winnings. Hahaha.